Family

I am going to make it a point to have a very close family. I am not happy at all with what my family is or who we have become. It is like my room home is a dormant cave of bullshit that people just come to sleep in and watch episodes of American Idol.

Sad thing is, I do not care to change any of it.

Too big when feeling small

This will be short and concise. I hope to update more.

But as of lately i feel completely psychotic. Almost want to talk to a stranger about everything that is weighing me down, or a psychiatrist. My dad majored in psychology. But that wont help me.

To put it simple.... With life, you have to take bites at your own pace, a lot of people put the food on the plate, or might even be the plate. But they should not push you to what to eat first. You are a guest. I feel very very torn apart inside. Trying to type this is worthless because no one can really ever get the right words out.

Seperation of the army will bring a Leader my way. I hope she, and know she is a very good. This is a good thing.

California! My West Coast Experience

This alleged "Macbook Pro" wont save my facebook videos, so here is a blog!

So i flew into Orange County yesterday around 10am to see my great friend of 6 years Sarah Huffman. We started off her house to finish her resume for the Falling Whistles internship. We then headed to Venice Beach to drop it off. No one answered the door for about 6 minutes but then David came to the door and we got too see their Head Quarters, and i got a whistle, as well as they took my card and information and are going to contact me about bringing the movement to the East Coast (Pensacola, Florida), here is the site directily please check this amazing group out. (www.fallingwhistles.com) I was even able to get a whistle, check the twitter to see pics. (www.twitter.com/skrillabobcat)

Next we proceeded to the Venice Beach strip, saw the graffiti wall, basketball courts, all the crazy people passing out info for making medicinal marijuana more legal, and alot of class acts, and my favorite of all, a huge drum circle! you can see alot of what goes on around here on my Twitter account (www.twitter.com/skrillabobcat) I got an amazing Grateful Dead shirt, and a Led Zep shirt. Next we got some Tito's Taco's. Sooo good, local joint.

Then headed to Los Angeles, Hollywood, Chinatown, Burbank, and everything around that area. There is so much life around here. We stayed last night, and i woke up this morning at Sarah's friends house, Kristal. She has a rad mom, i woke up to John Lennon, and her apartment is like a resort. Its pretty cool. This Coast has alot to offer. Full of life, young people, happiness, and just entertainment. This was only my first day. I am sooo stoked for the next week.

This week will include: WARPED TOUR IN SAN DIEGO, DISNEY LAND, and today...CORNERSTONE CHURCH! i get to see Francis Chan speak :)

Such a blessing! Ill see ya all soon! keep posted.


Cited:

Falling Whistles - www.fallingwhistles.com
Francis Chan book - www.crazylovebook.com
My Facebook - www.facebook.com/skrillabobcat
My Twitter - www.twitter.com/skrillabobcat

Starting the book entitled CRAZY LOVE. I will keep my thoughts and notes posted on here throughout my reading. Anyone interested?

im so tired

of friends who have no cars, friends who have no jobs, friends who dont work for anything. and then they expect me to pay for them and drive them around expecting nothing back. thing is though, if they had a job, or had a car, OR EVEN WERE AT AN ATTEMPT TO FIND ANY OF THE ABOVE. i would not mind. i am just tired of having so many flat out lazy ass friends. I just want to drop some Esoteric knowledge on you. But you just wouldn't understand while you live the life you do.

Here is my rant. I am not sorry if it sounds mean because i have been holding this in for months. America, stop being lazy, and earn something for once. Men, you need to man up. And women, you need to man up. EVERYONE get a set of balls.

I am back

I turned away from blogger for a little bit. But I am back. I have been into the short and quick details of life with twitter from my cell phone, that i forgot about this nice site. But now i have something to say.

I officially have a hate for alcohol. I rarely drink it. But i see too many people around me abuse it. I hate watching that. And the aftermath always seems to hurt everyone close to them, and costs the drinker to lose something of importance to them.

I have started a graphic design firm with my friend Josh Rice as well. koolmoose designs. We found two other guys around town who are working with us, Jesse Jackson, and Richard Humphreys who are both talented graphic designers and web masters! This will be a fun journey. My first offical business attempt. And hopefully a very successful.

I do not work at Starbucks anymore! I have been getting feelings from God to quit there the last 3 months or so, then randomly i show up to work and boom, i get accused of asking for a tip, and then i was let go. It sucks leaving a company i have such a deep passion for, and love more than anything. And especially being accused of something so silly. But it is obvious now to me that i should have listened to what God was telling me. I am happy though. In the long run i can come back and have an impact as someone higher in the company rather than a barista. But at this point I do not even know if I care to do that. There are so many many more opportunities that have been flowing onto my plate like a flood.

I met a girl named Julie. she is so great. I have only really known her since Memorial Day though. So i will keep this paragraph as short as i have known her.... ok. :)

This is my life as of lately. I might be working at Target. I think i would enjoy the job. Or maybe stick with the graphic design firm. God is providing though. I read through 1 John. It is one of my favorite books in the bible.

And for a conclusion!!!....i gotta go work in the yard all day now! PEACE AND LOVE EVERYONE :)