Becoming a man

I am moving out next month, taking on more responsibility, you know the drill. Moving out is changing me in a million ways as it does everyone else. And this feels like the perfect time.

I am not into blogspot lately. I wanted to post a long informative letter of information in here for everyone. but honestly i just dont care if any of you know. haha. because if you cared, you would ask. :)


I am now retiring from blogspot. I will be on here to read everyones posts, but not really saying much anymore.

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This morning

I am realizing how to control the sound and anecdotes in my rhymes. Metaphors, similes, etc... This will take a while to get down as good as Rakim, KRS one, etc.. But i know i can do it easily if i work hard. i do not really see a boundary i can not overcome when it comes to music, i really don't think their are boundaries no one can not overcome unless they have a physical or mental disability. It IS ALL ABOUT HOW HARD YOU WORK!


go hard or get the hell out

the sovereignty of God

My mother has always told me that as a person I can never rely on people in this world at all. And the only people that truly love you is your family (biological family). To this day i still believe this. She has also always told me this verse i have listed below constantly through life, i always listened, but never comprehended it fully in how she means it until now.


2 Corinthians 4:18 (New International Version)

18So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

And another verse that really hit me full on today is this one. I have been going through alot of personal changes. I have had many hard times over the last 5 months. I have remained strong though and lived a fine life, but never paid attention to the whole picture. A true friend will give you the truth, even if it hurts...

Proverbs 27:6 (New International Version)

6 Wounds from a friend can be trusted,
but an enemy multiplies kisses.


i know this was not well written, but it was not written to sound great. This was an entry left here for me too see to get strength from when i need it. And i am sure the point got across too all who do read it.

i am sorry blogspot

Twitter has stolen my heart, and you blogspot have died in a sense. I enjoy the quick recording of events, rather thank trying to leave blogs on the internet. so step your game up or you just might lose me. Or next time i might just come back with something most of you don't understand.

I have not written in a while

I never have until recently payed attention to how many different ways people dissect and look at the world. i know everyone does see things differently, and lives their own path. But i always wonder so many things on my level, and then try to comprehend on someone else level. i want to start reading alot about Aldous Huxley, and his writings.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aldous_Huxley

other than that. i have been really busy in thought. rebuilding my 1977 vw bus, working on music (a little, school is out, so more time can be put into it), and working about 32 hours a week and looking for more work. thats all really.


i want fruit of the mind!